Saturday, November 7, 2015
I miss MG
I went back suddenly to redo my IC (eKTP) from 4th Nov to 7th Nov. I really miss MG. I have no one calls me "Mummy" and following me all around. I really miss him so much.
Steak Joni, Gajah Mada
I finally got a chance to try the famous Steak Joni that my friend often talk about.
Basically the price was acceptable. My 200gram Ribeye steak was Rp.75K. I ordered medium well and it came medium. I was not quite happy about it. The steak was very thin and overly marinated.
As for the price I think it was acceptable.
Basically the price was acceptable. My 200gram Ribeye steak was Rp.75K. I ordered medium well and it came medium. I was not quite happy about it. The steak was very thin and overly marinated.
As for the price I think it was acceptable.
Sunday, November 1, 2015
Semper Amemus
It supposed to be "Love Always". In reality love and hate is just a thin line difference...A very fine line. Sadly...
However my love to my son is forever. I will give my life for his life. He is my flesh and blood. I love him so much and he is the only child of mine. I never loved someone like this before. I began to understand what a mother love is. The bond between a mother and her child is the only real and purest bond in the world, the only true love we can ever find in our lifetime. I know it is a bit late to realize this after almost a year after Marco was born. It is still better than never.
One told me that I take care my son just to pretend to be a hero. I can not imagine how evil one's thought is. I take care my son because I love him so much and I cherish every moment I spend with him as I don't know how many year more we can be together. Life is a mystery... I try to appreciate and be a better mother for my son.
However my love to my son is forever. I will give my life for his life. He is my flesh and blood. I love him so much and he is the only child of mine. I never loved someone like this before. I began to understand what a mother love is. The bond between a mother and her child is the only real and purest bond in the world, the only true love we can ever find in our lifetime. I know it is a bit late to realize this after almost a year after Marco was born. It is still better than never.
One told me that I take care my son just to pretend to be a hero. I can not imagine how evil one's thought is. I take care my son because I love him so much and I cherish every moment I spend with him as I don't know how many year more we can be together. Life is a mystery... I try to appreciate and be a better mother for my son.
Sunday, 1st November 2015
I woke up early on 6.30am. First thing was to find Marco. My maid also went out early today. I saw Marco's bed was empty. Maid said he slept with one out site. I went out and saw him outside.
I went back to my room but I didn't sleep. I waited until Marco woke up. I heard noise from outside, sounded like Marco's voice. Then I went out, it was Marco playing alone, he was standing in front of the TV and pressing the TV screen. No one woke up to take care him. What was the difference from yesterday. It was dangerous also to let Marco alone without anyone looking at him. So one was trying to be a hero but didn't see one's limitation. We are just human, anyone can make the same mistake.
I took Marco to my room to play and read book with him. He drank milk already I assumed as I saw an empty bottle near the TV cabinet. I did some turn over banana cheese pie for him. He likes banana. Then after baking for 20 minutes, the pies are ready. I did an egg with mustard and banana slices in the metal bowl for Marco also. I did 3 pies. I gave 1 for Marco, I ate one, and I gave sister in law 1. Then I knew it's not enough, so I did another 2 for her.
After breakfast, Marco pooped and I showered him on 9+am. After he smelled nice, we sat on the sofa to watch his nursery rhymes. I almost fallen as sleep while watching nursery rhymes. Then I went to my room, sat on the bed doing nothing. Marco played piggy back with my a while.
Lunch time, I fed him what one prepared for him. Marco finished his food. I only ate the fried rice from morning my maid fried for us. I think I didn't care as long as I filled my stomach with something.
After lunch, I really felt tired and my body was aching since yesterday. I let Marco played in the living room where one was there and I went inside to my room. In fact one was really angry that I left Marco and didn't want to make him sleep. I then sleep. on 3.30pm I heard Marco cried. I didn't go out for a while, but the crying was never stop. I decided to go out as it was not good to let him crying. I carried him and the crying stopped immediately. He was still sleepy. I brought him to my room and slept with him. He slept really fast. One went in and disturbed Marco's sleep by saying Marco to sleep. He was sleeping now he woke up again because one went in and said something not important. Marco fell as sleep again. One went in for the 2nd time to say that Marco needed to sleep outside as I didn't want to make him sleep and now one didn't want Marco to sleep with me. Marco started crying again and he became so sad from the face. I asked what the problem was. One answered the problem was me. I really don't understand. I just felt sleepy, so I went to sleep while letting Marco played outside with one. I moved Marco in my arm and made him sleep in my arm at his room.
What one did was just like what I did few weeks back. That time I remembered one said that I was "bajingan" because Marco slept peacefully and I came and woke him up. I realized that mistake and I won't do it again to my Marco. One wanted Marco to move to his room just because of selfishness. What is the difference between what I did to what one did just now? We are just human, you and I can make the same mistakes. Please look at the mirror, reflect your self (which I did in these few months), don't be so arrogant thinking that you are the best and most right. It's only God who is the most right. We are just human, who always make mistakes and imperfect.
God, please give me big heart and courage to always forgive people who treat me badly and those who hate me. I forgive them to for myself. I let go myself from hate feeling and ill thoughts. By forgiveness I hope I can reach my happiness with Marco and teach my son to be a person, not an evil.
I went back to my room but I didn't sleep. I waited until Marco woke up. I heard noise from outside, sounded like Marco's voice. Then I went out, it was Marco playing alone, he was standing in front of the TV and pressing the TV screen. No one woke up to take care him. What was the difference from yesterday. It was dangerous also to let Marco alone without anyone looking at him. So one was trying to be a hero but didn't see one's limitation. We are just human, anyone can make the same mistake.
I took Marco to my room to play and read book with him. He drank milk already I assumed as I saw an empty bottle near the TV cabinet. I did some turn over banana cheese pie for him. He likes banana. Then after baking for 20 minutes, the pies are ready. I did an egg with mustard and banana slices in the metal bowl for Marco also. I did 3 pies. I gave 1 for Marco, I ate one, and I gave sister in law 1. Then I knew it's not enough, so I did another 2 for her.
After breakfast, Marco pooped and I showered him on 9+am. After he smelled nice, we sat on the sofa to watch his nursery rhymes. I almost fallen as sleep while watching nursery rhymes. Then I went to my room, sat on the bed doing nothing. Marco played piggy back with my a while.
Lunch time, I fed him what one prepared for him. Marco finished his food. I only ate the fried rice from morning my maid fried for us. I think I didn't care as long as I filled my stomach with something.
After lunch, I really felt tired and my body was aching since yesterday. I let Marco played in the living room where one was there and I went inside to my room. In fact one was really angry that I left Marco and didn't want to make him sleep. I then sleep. on 3.30pm I heard Marco cried. I didn't go out for a while, but the crying was never stop. I decided to go out as it was not good to let him crying. I carried him and the crying stopped immediately. He was still sleepy. I brought him to my room and slept with him. He slept really fast. One went in and disturbed Marco's sleep by saying Marco to sleep. He was sleeping now he woke up again because one went in and said something not important. Marco fell as sleep again. One went in for the 2nd time to say that Marco needed to sleep outside as I didn't want to make him sleep and now one didn't want Marco to sleep with me. Marco started crying again and he became so sad from the face. I asked what the problem was. One answered the problem was me. I really don't understand. I just felt sleepy, so I went to sleep while letting Marco played outside with one. I moved Marco in my arm and made him sleep in my arm at his room.
What one did was just like what I did few weeks back. That time I remembered one said that I was "bajingan" because Marco slept peacefully and I came and woke him up. I realized that mistake and I won't do it again to my Marco. One wanted Marco to move to his room just because of selfishness. What is the difference between what I did to what one did just now? We are just human, you and I can make the same mistakes. Please look at the mirror, reflect your self (which I did in these few months), don't be so arrogant thinking that you are the best and most right. It's only God who is the most right. We are just human, who always make mistakes and imperfect.
God, please give me big heart and courage to always forgive people who treat me badly and those who hate me. I forgive them to for myself. I let go myself from hate feeling and ill thoughts. By forgiveness I hope I can reach my happiness with Marco and teach my son to be a person, not an evil.
Saturday, 31st Oct 2015
My maid took off today as she has exam. Then she went out very early and put Marco in my room. Since he put Marco in, he never slept back. It was around 6+am. Therefore I also woke up.
I fed him milk and we played a while. On 8.30am, I fed him Swiss roll in Doraemon bowl. He finished 1 big slice and I showered him around 9.30. Thinking to go out to library, I also prepared my self and changed his clothes. In fact, Sengkang library is closed due to renovation. The full month of November, Compasspoint will be closed as all shops are under renovation.
We went to NEX for around 2 hours. Library there opens at 11am. So we just walked at the shop. There is a pet shop. Marco was so happy seeing rabbits, guinea pigs, fish, and turtles. Then I brought him to Kiddy Palace to play a while. He found a toy that he likes, so it took time to move him out from there. And he was stuck there for sometime.
I reached home around 12.15 noon. Wash hands and fed him lunch. One cooked me lunch, tomato based pasta with 1 cheese sausage.
After lunch I wiped Marco and change his clothes, prepared him for nap. I was really tired while he was still playing with my stationery. I was on the bed and I called him to come up the bed. He came up and laid down beside me. I overslept and he may went down from the bed him self and continuing playing with my stationery.
I got scolding because I let him played with stationery while I slept. One accused me that I just pretend to be a hero by taking care Marco when I knew my limitation. What is it? One even pushed me harshly to the room. I could feel his palm pushing me on my back for quite some times as I felt pain. Then one told me that one had no feeling for me and he was here just to protect the family. Protect from who? Look, who is pretend to be a hero?
I fed him milk and we played a while. On 8.30am, I fed him Swiss roll in Doraemon bowl. He finished 1 big slice and I showered him around 9.30. Thinking to go out to library, I also prepared my self and changed his clothes. In fact, Sengkang library is closed due to renovation. The full month of November, Compasspoint will be closed as all shops are under renovation.
We went to NEX for around 2 hours. Library there opens at 11am. So we just walked at the shop. There is a pet shop. Marco was so happy seeing rabbits, guinea pigs, fish, and turtles. Then I brought him to Kiddy Palace to play a while. He found a toy that he likes, so it took time to move him out from there. And he was stuck there for sometime.
I reached home around 12.15 noon. Wash hands and fed him lunch. One cooked me lunch, tomato based pasta with 1 cheese sausage.
After lunch I wiped Marco and change his clothes, prepared him for nap. I was really tired while he was still playing with my stationery. I was on the bed and I called him to come up the bed. He came up and laid down beside me. I overslept and he may went down from the bed him self and continuing playing with my stationery.
I got scolding because I let him played with stationery while I slept. One accused me that I just pretend to be a hero by taking care Marco when I knew my limitation. What is it? One even pushed me harshly to the room. I could feel his palm pushing me on my back for quite some times as I felt pain. Then one told me that one had no feeling for me and he was here just to protect the family. Protect from who? Look, who is pretend to be a hero?
Wednesday, October 28, 2015
Escalator Idiots
I found people nowadays are always attached with their mobile phones or tablets. It's fine when you are stationary or your activity doesn't disturb other people.
Some people keep looking at their screen when riding escalator. It is fine while you already on the escalator and you need to keep watching whether you are already near the end of the escalator. But some are just keep looking at their screen while stepping on to escalator which I think it's hogging the human traffic during peak hour. They also don't realize that they reach the end of escalator, which can be dangerous as people behind them have no place to step as the escalator is keep going. If these people are intelligent enough to not put other people and themselves in danger, they should not keep looking at their screen at certain points.
I almost tripped and fell down because of these people in front of me keep looking to their phone when they already reached the end of escalator. They just stopped and the escalator was pushing me forward. I got no place to stand as they didn't move.
Next time I should just push them. They put me in danger. What happens if I fall down behind and hit other people behind me?
Some people keep looking at their screen when riding escalator. It is fine while you already on the escalator and you need to keep watching whether you are already near the end of the escalator. But some are just keep looking at their screen while stepping on to escalator which I think it's hogging the human traffic during peak hour. They also don't realize that they reach the end of escalator, which can be dangerous as people behind them have no place to step as the escalator is keep going. If these people are intelligent enough to not put other people and themselves in danger, they should not keep looking at their screen at certain points.
I almost tripped and fell down because of these people in front of me keep looking to their phone when they already reached the end of escalator. They just stopped and the escalator was pushing me forward. I got no place to stand as they didn't move.
Next time I should just push them. They put me in danger. What happens if I fall down behind and hit other people behind me?
Tuesday, October 27, 2015
Chicken Noodle from Jtown,Midpoint Orchard
I had this Jtown chicken noodle at Midpoint since I work near by. They give the chicken quite a lot and I put a lot of chili on my noodle. The meat ball is a bit too soft for Indonesian style. I knew they just bought frozen one in Sg.
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